hmmm

it's a time in life where you find who you are...
find who your real friends are...
and the people you can't live without.
You learn how to learn and what you love and how to love what you love.

I'm starting this climb that feels so long...
the mountain is so treturous...
with bumps and rocks and 90 degree angles to climb up.

Changes to be made start now.

All I know is that I am so...

Confused.

I Am Clara!
I have best friends that I love, like Alyssa, Nicci, Isha, Clayton, Jessica, and Miriah.
I can't live with out my parents, my family, Aly, and Clay.
I love music, and teaching people why I love music and how to love it like me.
The climb I started is to a dream that started in 8th grade and has exploded into what it is now.
The mountain is college and those bumbs are the temptations and the life.

I am me.
I am changing.
I am leanring.
I am living.
I am confused.
I am Clara.

heart

While my head continues on, my heart stays behind. To feel the pain of not being in your arms. Not being in your presence. Not feeling your warm touch. My heart aches for our next encounter, but my head says to wait... to look to the future, to remember why we decided to do this. I would love so much to follow my heart, but it's only the part that holds you that yearns to be by you. The part that holds my dreams knows better, my head knows better. I say I love pain when it comes to my body, but when it come to my heart... FUCK PAIN!