head over heals

Have you ever looked up the definition of "head over heals". It's actually quite interest... it means "in disorderly haste". So, falling head over heals, is pretty much falling in love wit someone in a disorderly hasty way. I don't quite like that definition. Does that mean when you fall head over heals your more likely to get hurt because you aren't looking were your falling. Does it mean that your more likely to fall too hard... too fast. How do we know the right amount of speed to fall? Is there even a set speed of falling too fast or too slow? Should there be? Or should we gauge the speed by how fast the other person is falling too. I like that. I think falling head over heals is more like falling for someone at the same speed as the other or at least close. I like that. Because falling disorderly doesn't sound appetizing to me, doesn't sound safe, doesn't sound right.

2 months... that's the falling speed. :)

Deletion

It's weird when you are so connected to someone that the only way to even try to not think about them is to totally delete them from every day life. Phone number, facebook, myspace. That's when you know you really loved them, you really cared about them; when you can't get them out of your mind already so deleting them is the small effort to help you stop thinking of the "what ifs". Yeah... sucks.

Falling is a lot easier when there is a pillow to catch you

If I would have known I could fall so fast again I think I would have tried to slow down. This would be a lot better if I had a pillow to fall on.

Warm and Fuzzy Feeling

So last night I found out that I was so blinded by love when I first came here. I didn't even realize that someone new was noticing me. I now know that I wasn't sloppy seconds... that I was just the unattainable one. hmmm... I got a warm and fuzzy feeling

perfection

The web definition of perfection is: the state of being without a flaw or defect. So how can life ever be perfect. There is always a flaw or defect in life because there is always a flaw and deflect in people. So if my life perfect... not even close!