cocoa puffs

have you ever just eating cocoa puffs and felt like everything was going to be ok? I just did. I had the weird feeling as the first ball of cocoa crispy hit my tongue that today was actually going to be a good day.
I've been struggling with the realization that every decision i make here really does effect my life. If I pick to take this class will it better me as a singer, if i date this guy or that guy, if I do or do not do something. Everything can change the course of my life. Whether I like this uncertainty or not i'm not sure.
I've been trying to rely on my rocks for guidance... Alyssa, my mom, my dad, Isha, Clay. But it seems like there's something missing, and although I know what it is, I still can't seem to let myself fully fall into His arms again. Maybe this is why so many people fall away during college. Because they feel the uncertainty of life and feel like God is not the person to put their trust in. Or maybe because they already fell away and life is just too uncertain to trust again.
All I know, is that the cocoa puffs I had this morning comforted me in a way I haven't felt in a long time. Lets just hope the sugar high will allow me to feel unconfused all day. :)