2009

As this year comes to an end I've had some time to look back and remember what happened over this long long year. And although there have been bad times for the majority the year has been great.

My new years was spent with good friends, and I believe my new years resolution was to loose weight. That one is a continued resolution every year. My other resolution was to find love. That one caused most of the drama in my life. Love is a wonderful thing that creates dimensions in life and allow for learning and happiness as well as an ocean of pain.

I found Clay again. A great friends a great boyfriend. Perfection in essence and in reality just one love. Head over heals in love until I tumbled down the hill into the mud. I screwed that one up again. I'm beginning to wonder if even with all the effort in the world if we could make it work. Maybe again, probably not. It's nice to dream.

I graduated from high school. Made it through a year of hell. Choir was life and when it ended I let it go. Those four years we're crazy and I am so glad their over.

I started college. Wow is it great. I love learning everything I can about music and I'm well on the way to getting my dream. Only 11 more months of college until I can really have it.

Partying. hahah that's a great subject. I like it a lot. But i know that I have to focus more on college than partying.

I'm dating a new guy now. God is he amazing. Jerry. He makes me laugh, he loves me, he treats me amazing. We've been dating for three months.He's too smart for his own good and he gives me so much crap for my blonde moments but who wouldn't. I miss him so much right now. I can't believe I'm not with him. It's weird.

I hope next year is better. Second semesters of school seem like they always bring hard times. A year of love, life, partying, school, and the ever closer dream.



Quote of the year;
"Keep moving forward."
Song of the year;
Another Heart Calls- All American Rejects
Inside joke of the year;
Bloop (consecutive winner)


So many things have changed in only five months. I wonder what the next 12 months have to bring. Guess I'll start seeing :)